I am exhausted.

We are in the middle of baking a cake for tomorrow. I got DP on board with me and we are making a star shaped cake... One which hopefully will resemble her ice candle that we took to her grave on Christmas.

It has been such a busy day. Running here and there, picking up necessities for our 'party' tomorrow, doing crafts with the kids for their sister. Boo wanted to go visit Freja today and it was a beautiful day outside so we went and spent a little while with her. It warms my heart when my little girl requests to go visit her sister. I love to watch her love her sister in her own unique way.

I will ice her cake in the morning... I don't think I have the energy to get that done tonight.

So, ready or not... Here comes the day I've been bracing myself for....